It's been a very rough period for me. Isolation has never seemed this bad till you realise there's no one around you that you can connect with. I guess in order to tame the raging emotions within me it's best I write them out like I used to. Perhaps I might gain some clarity and organize myself better. Everything seems so messy right now, I don't really know what to do with my life and I'm constantly worrying. I set plans in my head that are never concrete with no fixed target date to accomplish them by.

Hopefully I expect blogging to be beneficial to my mental health and hopefully get myself back on track. I actually feel a bit better now, knowing that I'm actually doing something instead of confining myself at home with bad cigarettes, horrible computer games and quick food. I've set out a list of things that I have to accomplish and hopefully over this week I'll get started on them.

- Renewal of Student Visa
I need to fill out the application forms.
Get 2 passport photos taken.
Print out my academic transcripts.
Talk to parents about my fees

- Student Job Search
Oh the great financial problem! This one's a pain in the ass, I need the money and I need to make good use of my time but finding a job in New Zealand isn't as easy as I thought it would be.
Call SJS @ 8:30am to forward job application
Keep sending in applications
Try putting in an application for KFC.

- Finding a new home
Yes, I am to move out before the end of August but I'd rather do it now during the holidays than trouble myself during school days.
Check TradeME everyday!
Check e-mails everyday!

- Top up Phone
Trust me you'll definitely need it. If I ever get a job than yes, I think having my phone constantly topped up sounds like a good idea.

- Sort out courses for next semester
Big decisions, stuck in between going full Science or integrating Business.
Go see a planner
Talk to people

Alright, I guess that's all from me for today. I'll try and be faithful to this new blog as much as I can.

First off the list for tomorrow is to call SJS!
Secondly check TradeME

Thirdly go get my passport photo taken :D